One girl's struggle to survive in a loveless marriage
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Never again
I'm never going to feel sexy or beautiful again. I'm confident of that now. As long as I am married to this man I will never be seen as sexy. I will never look good enough for him.
My husband is addicted to pornography. I discovered this just before our second Christmas together as a married couple. That was in 2002, about a year and a half into our marriage. I am still awaiting the chance to talk about this with my husband - the man I love.
This blog is meant to be an outlet for me. I have a few friends that I have shared my struggles with, but none of them are close by. Most days I feel totally alone, and I spend a lot of time crying. Practically every pillow case I own is covered with mascara stains from my tears, hence the title of this blog. I am confident that I am not the only woman out there who is struggling in a marriage with a man addicted to porn.
So I invite you to share your stories of love, tears, and mascara stains. May we all find comfort and encouragement in knowing we are not alone.
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